I gotta be one crazy motherfucker.... and I don't know it's just because of all this Covid-19 bullshit that's going around at the moment, or if I've just had the peace and quiet and time to reignite a smoldering dream....
To buy a van, and convert it into a Campervan....
Fuck, that get's me nervous just typing it.
You that know me best are fully aware that even my best laid plans fail, normally due to lack of cash-flow, more often than not. I'll charge full bore into a project or something, hit a brick wall, bounce off, land in a heap all assholes and elbows, sit there on the cold, unforgiving ground to catch my thoughts.... and then charge back into the wall again.
Sometimes it takes me a while to realise that the only thing I'm getting is a headache.
'Fuck This Shit' has ALWAYS been an option!
There's been a fire in my belly. One that's been burning for a while - travelling, writing, photography.... and it's unveiled itself in different ways, shapes, and forms throughout the years. My own book, websites, magazines, blogs, social media - I've done it all.
And now it's been reignited!
All because someone ate a bat!!!!
Yup, IF I tread carefully, plan well, and work smart, I could be one of the few that comes out the other end of this 'Pandemic Lockdown' on top of my life and not struggling like I have in the past and like so many others will be in the future.
That's a BIG call for someone who started out unemployed, broke and VERY uncertain of the future at the start of 2020, but no-one can accuse me of being a pessimist.
I AM an opportunist though!
Stay tuned all you Saints and Sinners.
Stay tuned all you Saints and Sinners.
Road tripping
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