Holidays... week one!

Well that was the fuckin cunt bitch first week of holidays from hell!!!!

Monday - Went to court expecting a proverbial 'slap on the wrist'.... and now I've got to go to trial for the accident, with the cops desiring both loss of licence AND jail time 😟 

Strike ONE!

Tuesday - Even so, I decided to approach the bank (Suncorp), and hopefully extend/refinance my current loan and get a few extra Grand for a new car. Was hoping to take the kids out camping and trying to looking forward and positively toward maybe not losing my licence and possibly my job in the process. Same interest rate, same fortnightly repayments. Yeah they didn't want to play. 

Strike TWO!

Wednesday - Due to the current 'black cloud' hanging over my head, I was unable.... or unwilling, to be there to assist an amazing friend/girlfriend with her appointment. This not only darkened my attitude on the world, but assisted in me pushing her further away. 

Emotions aside.... a lone wolf STILL needs his time alone to sort out his thoughts. 

Strike THREE... but I'm not out just yet!!!!

Thursday and Friday - Same mental negativity.... but battling through it all. Trying to focus on having three weeks left, a $200 deposit due back soon from my Vollie time at E.F.F., 

Saturday - Fuck I hate this shit, but slowly draggin my ass ever upward. At least watching True Grit  helped my mood (the original 1969 version. Kim Darby looks a LOT like an old love from back in TAFE. Sherryn, if you're reading this.... yup, I mean you 😊). 

Still three weeks to go.... I really need more tequila!